Do the next to rescue your soul

 you must know who you are?

 ?what is your purpose of your life

you should remove causes that pushed you to addiction 

If you still live in the past memories you will sink and die alone so turn toward the future

Help yourself to forgive your soul 

 Try to forgive every one around you 

there is no thing deserve to make you angry

Just smile and try live in peace

Try to ask GOD to help you